When my kids were much younger, I used to tell them that they are the only ones can call me any time and talk with me about anything.
Then when they entered their teen years they hardly talked to me or ask me for anything.
Now they are almost out of that difficult teen years.
I will say it aloud one more time, yes, please do call or talk or ask any help from me anytime for anything.
I do not really mind where to eat or what to eat.
The only thing that I do care and enjoy is that to going out, eating, talking, walking around and spending quality time with you guys.
God will provide what you need not, what you want.
Except…
Yesterday I went grocery shopping and bought some onions when I got home putting away the grocery to the refrigerator and saw a bag of onions that my dear senior friend gave me the very early morning. I totally forgot about it.
Well, guess I am getting older just like everybody else.
The feeling of sadness surly was not pleasant.
Sometimes I will just listen to some sad songs or watching some emotional videos purposely to pushing the tears out.
Then I can move forward again.
Don’t like the feeling of when the kids are not home.
But I have to get used to it.
Because they are grown up they have their own lives and before I know it, they will move out of this old nest.
So the most important thing about bringing up your kids is teaching your kids to live their own lives independently as soon as possible day by day little by little.
Yet there are so much to teach and learn. Yep, that is life.
Four times in one month when I needed something, then I received them from dear friends.
If only you can be touched by it first.
Otherwise, no one will be touched by what you are trying to convey.
You need to practice with the music thoroughly whether it is the vocal or instrumental part.
And lead it with lively passion.
