Ear wax

I have to apologize, but you may find this picture gross.

This early morning when my younger son was trying to say something to me and I found that I can hardly hear him. I got so scared, my left ear already has a minor ear infection and couldn't hear very well now my right ear.... And I have Sunday school to teach tomorrow. Should I call Ruth to have someone sub for me? I also have chores and an event to attend today, which I have to drive the car. How am I going to drive with the ears that could not hear well?

I was panicking, then out of nowhere I thought about cleaning my ears with the Q-tip, and this is the thing that I got out of the ear. (Of course, this is not recommended, some said this will push the ear wax even further and/or damage your ears)

national night out

Costco, Huntington library, National night out, those places and event you maybe familiar with and don’t think anything special about them.

For there are someone involved though she pass away months ago, I kind of not easy to let go yet. And going back to these places and event for not intention to, it’s like saying goodbye, paying the last respect to her and comfort me at the same time.

She went with me one time for she has the membership so I can get the discount of tires from Costco; same as the Huntington library, she has the membership so we can enter early, we went together with other friends and treat us lunch after; the national night out, an event that held annually at our city hall, for couple years we met each other with family without setting a appointment for it.

When at first kids say they want to go the national night out, I hesitate, and when friends invite me to go to Huntington library, I was shock.

I’m not alone to face the sorrows.