What a week

Horrible week, older one had an abdominal pain and diarrhea starting Monday afternoon most likely from the hamburger he had the night before at the airport.

Thursday late afternoon I had a terrible stomachache, throwing up twice no diarrhea. Possibly of eating something unclean from the lunch. I had almost 12 hours sleep/resting after.

Never this happened to me before, so scared, plea to God for help. Thank God that’s the first and only thing that came to my mind when this critical time like this.

Thank God I am able to go back to work the day after, which was a big day of my workplace, the first monthly birthday party for the seniors after the pandemic. That I can be there to celebrate and help out on this big occasion with them.

And glad that we weren’t sick at the same time so I could take care my son when he needed me.

Property Tax

Every year this time feels like finally saying some money in the end of the year. Then comes the property tax and then boom most of the savings gone.

Last week

Back from school for three days, well, technically, two days three nights.

It takes a lot of time for traveling back and go, also spending time with friends.

I bought the things he needs to bring back to school and the food he likes to eat.

That’s all part of the journey of growing up and growing old totally accepted and understood still a bit of gloom.

Birthday

The first time that both kids were out of town.

Wait until 12.01am texting them to wish them happy birthday, that’s mom!

There’s one day they will fly out this nest and have their own.

They can not only take good care of themselves, but also their significant ones.

Cleaning plus yard work

Another way to relax and anti-depression. Don’t forget to praise yourself doing a good job.

Volunteer

The best way to learn, grow, build your self image and such. It’s also full of laughter and tears.

And you never know that actually is a healing process for yourself when you are helping others.

Amazing!

Up north fire

By far the Mosquito Fire was 90% contained. That’s pray that it will be 100% contained soon and for the safety of everyone and everything that was affected by it especially for the rescue teams.

Tomatoes

The day when I drove back after dropping off my younger one from school. On the whole way home there were trucks with 2 trailers full with tomatoes driving south bound.

Now that every time whenever I saw the tomatoes at grocery shopping those images of big rigs came into my mind. Thinking how far were those tomatoes coming from.

Blessed

September 7, the day before we heading 5 North, the fire was 100% contained. And it reported that two lanes will be closed for safety investigation, when we drove by it was only one lane closed with little traffic jammed. September 8, when we arrived at our destination, it reported the part that was affected by the fire will be closed at night for repair or something.

September 8, there were also fires down south and it rained over the weekend though not much, but it helped, the fires were gone.

September 11, when I was heading back home alone the traffic was almost smooth except a little traffic when closed home and I missed the second rest stop for lunch & gas that my kid planned ahead for me. Luckily I had more than enough of gas before I finally got off the freeway to get gas. Though the gas price was a bit expensive, but quite easy to get back to the freeway and it was not much people getting at the gas station (next door gas station has cheaper price), therefore I rested around 20 minutes without moving my car at that gas station with shade. I ate, drank water and wept the windows clean before heading home.

From there I couldn’t hold my tears anymore, I drove and cried the way home. 

Growing up and becoming independent best wishes and knowing God’s Grace will never run out.

Inn

The Pros for staying at Inn.

Not central air conditioner. You don’t share the same air with strangers. It’s kind of crucial, especially during the pandemic.

Parking in front of or near your room that you are staying. Make load or unload your easier.

Affordable price. 

Rooms on the first floor.

Cons

Limited range of amenities & services.

Most inns do not provide luxurious services such as gym, laundry, spa, concierges and so on.

Only complimentary light breakfast buffet.

No staff on duty after certain hours.

Less selection of room types.

Learning

Enjoy learning and reading about healthy living.

https://issuu.com/goodhealthlifestyles/docs/ghlmagazine1022_issuu/6?ff

Healing

Weary Traveler (Official Music Video) - Jordan St. Cyr
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=io8GX4zMemg

Jeremy Camp - Getting Started (Lyrics)
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8e1Yc5fWxe0

Rachael Lampa - Perfectly Loved (Official Lyric Video) featuring TOBYMAC

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WfUkEgG5rEk

Matthew West, Anne Wilson - Me on Your Mind (Official Music Video) ft. Anne Wilson

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Hie9q5aOA6k

Katy Nichole - "In Jesus Name (God of Possible)" (Official Music Video)

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ihrUIPfvTh8

Jireh | Official Lyric Video | Elevation Worship & Maverick City

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ZErLEnRNfbE

Goodness of God (Official Lyric Video) - Bethel Music & Jenn Johnson | Peace

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=n3t6CdeiN1M

Kari Jobe, Cody Carnes, Elevation Worship - The Blessing (Live) [Official Lyric Video]

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=YtpgKKqgfEA

Where has the time gone?

Years ago I used to give rides for a family to church.

Now their kids are grown up and my kid a ride.

Plan

For the past two weeks many things happened to me though they were minor. But I panicked, that is just so me. 

I sprained my waist, got a flat tire, then I had AAA to change it to the spare tire, then drove to work (late). Chang two front tires after work. 

Went to rental car to rent the car for my son’s moving day and the agent told us there was no guarantee that we can have the car on the specific date. Therefore, I decided to go to the mechanic to check to see if my car is good for driving long distances. And found that the both rear tires also need to be replaced, also the brake pads need to be replaced (it was worn out). Unfortunately, they didn’t have the tires that I need so they ordered it and I had to come back the following Monday to change the tires also since the driver side’s signal light cover was missing long ago, so they also ordered the whole set for me (have to change the whole set). Lately that afternoon I twisted my right shoulder.

The following Monday after work I went to the mechanic for the tires and the lamp found that the parts shop delivered the wrong tires so I have to come back the next day for it. The thing was that the day after work I almost forgot the tire thing and then I thought I should call the mechanic before I go but I didn’t think that should be no problem. I was wrong.

On top of these many things happened at work I felt like overwhelmed. One day on the way to pick up my son I broke out in tears. I prayed to Good, “ I know You are always with and help me wherever I need, but could You please make things smooth for me”.

The best laid plans.

Important

James 1:19

My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry,

This is so right and vital yet it’s extremely hard to fulfill.

A lot of times I said something that I could have used other way to express it or even just simply shut my mouth.

Pray God give me more wisdom and me not to harm others intentionally or accidentally.

Guard heart and my mouth.

Proverbs 4:23

23 Above all else, guard your heart,
for everything you do flows from it.

Romans 12:2

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

Psalm 141:3

3 Set a guard over my mouth, Lord;
keep watch over the door of my lips.

I

I am the cloud and I will always watch over you guys.

Whether you are high up on the mountain or deep in ocean forevermore.

1 Thessalonians 4:17

After that, we who are still alive and are left will be caught up together with them in the clouds to meet the Lord in the air. And so we will be with the Lord forever.

Maldives

Thirty something years ago, honeymoon!

Coworker

“Being offended is inevitable. Living offended is a choice."

Months ago when coworker C was helping one of the seniors to the restroom accidentally pump her head to the wall while the senior was losing balance. It made a loud noise so I ran to check to see if there was something wrong and I heard the coworker C called out for help. Quickly we had the nurses come to help. 

I was shocked and worried and I held my forehead with my right palm and then the coworker L was passing by saw me and giggling said “oh! I thought it was she (me) hit her head”. At that moment I was furious because it’s not funny at all. So I turned around and said something (I don’t even remember what I said). Anywho somehow the other coworker C was right behind me (I think, should be) got angry at me. “But I am not mad at you, I said to her”, “I know, but you are talking at me!, she answered.”

I didn’t apologize to her technically it was not my fault. But I did try to talk to her the following days. And apparently she still mad at me, therefore I stopped talking to her completely unless it’s work related meaning that when I have no choice. I have to be responsible for this job.

Weeks after that incident, she (coworker C) was tested positive. I have to say thanks to coworker L and coworker C mercilessly.

Letting Go of Anger

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=wBVcAkM0G7E

I am not quiting..

Being a daughter, mom, coworker, volunteer (used to).

Yet, I will keep on reading, writing, singing, dancing, cooking, baking, thanking and  praying.

Raise a Hallelujah - Bethel Music

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=xNIxrxBCpjk

Coincidentally

Last week the road that I usually take to work is having construction. And I was thinking that the coming weekend for our routinely family eat out we should drive by this route to check if the construction being done. Then I forgot all about it until we drove by this particular road yesterday.

Fake potato

It’s funny that the English name of 山藥 is Chinese Ym/Chinese Potato.

Therefore, stop calling it fake potato.

Anyway, the Chinese potato’s appearance, texture and taste do somehow like the potato.

Nutrition

Macronutrient

Micronutrient

Phytonutrient

Yet so much knowledge we should learn.

http://www.nutritionqed.com/blog/2015/03/macro-micro-phyto/

https://www.brettelliott.com/macronutrients-micronutrients-phytochemicals-explained/

Magazine

Got the free People magazine years ago through recycle bank reward.

And I shared the magazine with one of the senior friends at our center after I’ve read it.

The free Issue ended right around year 2020 pandemic lockdown and my senior friend died during the lockdown.

A must learn - Purpose-Driven vs. Performance-Driven

The other day by listening a streaming Life Coach seminar, THRIVING AS GEN Z

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=h3YT5Es__po

Inspiring me to search more information about, Purpose-Driven vs. Performance-Driven.

And I found this wonderful article that I want to share too.

https://hbr.org/2018/07/creating-a-purpose-driven-organization

Yet, I wanted to learn more about how to apply this concept onto daily lives, like helping young kids and also seniors.

10 years

 10 years of blogging!

Ventriloquist

Some of The Best of Controlled Chaos | JEFF DUNHAM

Do you also enjoy his show?

I know I do. He is really hilarious and talented. Talking about talking and performing in multiple peoples/personality as one person. Wow!

Police Car

Optimism vs. Pessimism / Careful vs. Careless 

When you see a police car park near your workplace or a store that you are about to go.

What is the first thought that comes into your mind?

Oh! My God! That must be something happened or happening near me! 

Or what a released that I feel safer that there is police around!

Karaoke Time

Last week when both kids were out I set up my karaoke and sang for hours. Now I found another way that can ease my home alone anxiety and fulfill one of my life goals.