alone

Yesterday both the kids have events to attend. At first I feel sad, alone again without kids at home. Then I start to pray for a lot of things, I clean the house a little bit, make some phone calls, and also make a plan about if they both will come home late. I feel ok and of course I always feel very happy about when they have activities to attend with friends.

Actually yesterday I did have an event to attend myself, but I refuse to go. I don’t want to leave them alone. That’s funny right? It’s ok to have the kids attend their events. But I’ll never want to leave them if I could.